I'm NOT a Toy

Sometimes it's the way ur day goes,

Sometimes it's the people around you,

Sometimes it's the way your path takes shape..


I wonder why old memories still linger,

When all I want to be is back to my old self,

They make me weak, when I am becoming strong,

I fight with all my might,

Yet it's still as dark as a moonless night..


Why is it so hard for me to heal this pain??

Is it because I gave too much,

Hoped too high,

Dreamt too deep,

Climbed too steep,

Only to find myself being pushed off the peak..??